Where have the past 21 years gone? My boy is all grown up. I am in a "sentimental mommy mode" tonight and my mind goes back through the years full of memories with Carson. He has brought so much energy,fun, and a sense of adventure into our home. Happy-go-lucky and easy-going, he has never sweated the details about anything! He is everyone's friend, accepting and comfortable. And he really likes his mom! We have always had a pretty special relationship, with very little of the emotional pulling-away that is more typical between mothers and their daughters during the teenage years.
I know he will be back--this is not a forever move--but I also recognize that with Carson, our job as hands-on parents is finished. We still have an impact on his life, but it is now on his terms. How grateful I am for the privilege of being Carson's mom!
I love you, Bud.








yes...WHERE do the years go?! our oldest grandbaby is 14 - already!
ReplyDeleteit's such an honor to watch you live life Fan. I am blessed to glean from you, thank you for being such a beautiful example to me of life-embraced, grace and true beauty!! You have some great kids!!
ReplyDeleteHave a wondeful time in Florida, that goes without being said, right? Also, did you enjoy the class last night? I sure did and would love to read what you wrote someday if you'd like to share!
I love you!
this makes me realize that my baby boy will grow into a man all too quickly and to truly savor these moments, while he is so young.
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